you called me Goddess

You called me Goddess
- I don’t wanna be on this pedestal
Halos sound like dog flutes ringing
Tamed through glory,
Boobs are dangling
- Glorification is her story.

I called you Hero
- I just wanted to be saved
Swords are no solutions, never
I may be sharp,
I may be shiny
- But I am not your daily healer.

The imbalance is unbearable
- I reach down with both arms
Your hands are full carrying me
It feels good - though a palanquin
is mostly made to watch the crowds go by
- and not really be in touch.

There’s no weight that
could’ve outweigh me so
- I jumped off, release you
from the pain of
holding me above the
ground.
Also the air gets thin,
the nose is highly cold
- when all you smell is cloud.

It was true love but
I couldn’t keep up with your paint praising me
You couldn’t even scream at me
when I ordered you around
You couldn’t even scream at me
when I treated you like shit
You couldn’t even scream at me
when all I wanted was you throwing me out
You couldn’t even scream at me
- All you did was bite your lip and sob
- All I thought was, “Could you get a grip for once?!”

Crying silently to make the
conflict go away
- I couldn’t stand the
tears
Tell me that I’m fucking
wrong,
Entitled and delusional
Tell me so that your anger
Will burn a hole into my
tongue.

Tell me everything that washes off
the triumph in my smile
’Cause I knew when we started this
- I had already won.